...and so the stress piles on.

School is stressful. Its time consuming and I never have enough time to do what I want. In class I sit at my desk, figuring out the rest of my day and when I go to bed all I do is wonder where did the time go? I only had an hour of homework but yet, I still feel run-down...and over-worked. Maybe it's because I spend my free time worrying these days. I have a mental list that I need to finish by a certain deadline but I keep procrastinating. I worry about it, but I never get around to actually doing it. Basically, I'm thinking about my list alot longer than how long it would take to actually finish these tasks. For instance, college applications. Everything seems so complicated and fragile to me..."you have to hand in the this form before the yellow and blue but DON'T forget to hand in the red form by the end of next week!" Its just so stressful! It never ends. I thought senior year was supposed to be easy and layed back! And here I am, worrying and panicing! I just need to shut up and get those applications done!